I'm not in a good mood.....

Hey guys, I'm sorry that I haven't been uploading and doing what I normally do here.

I just can't get myself to care about those sort of things lately.

The world is starting to look really fucked up now.

Where did Common Sense go? What happened to playing nice and respecting another's feelings?

Where did the world that I was born into go? Why do people think it's funny to make fun of another person?

It's just not right..... It's not fair anymore....

What happened to second chances and being honest with yourself? Why are so many people pressuring others to 'look their age'?

Why aren't they waiting for when that person is mentally ready to take such a big step and why are so many people hating each other?

I'm still here guys, it's just that I'm tired of this, tired of all this hate and peer pressure, of this bullying, of all the fighting and deaths that have been happening.

I don't know what's wrong with me, normally I don't pay attention to those sort of things but lately, it seems that whatever I do, I find myself thinking about this.

Maybe I'm growing up and understanding the world that we live in or maybe I'm trying my hardest not to.

I just don't know anymore.


And I'm sorry that I haven't been paying attention to our RP, I just have a lot on my mind right now. I'll get back to it when I can but I think that it might take a while to clear my head of this crap. I'm sorry for making you wait for me.